Through a series of events which I will share later I have managed to isolate the stone in my shoe that is making pottering through this life mildly uncomfortable.
My behaviour/ way I spend my time does not match my core values.
Just think about that statement for a moment. It is big. I am not saying that I need to be a better wife/mother/christian/friend/daughter blah blah blah etc. It is more than all that.
I have certain values/ideas/dreams that I hold to and yet my daily behaviour does not match/bring me closer to the outcomes I desire.
Have you ever felt this way? I want to be more intentional about how I live. In a fun way. Not in a boring, chasing-after-the-wind way. The stuff I see in my minds-eye? I want to see it come to fruition.
I have begun a process to deal with this - it isnt going to be easy but it certainly is going to be empowering and life-changing; so worth the effort and sacrifice.
Am I making sense ? Do you have a clue as to what I am saying? :-)