Intentional Living
For some time now I have been suffering some sort of inner discord. It has presented itself rather oddly with me feeling not at peace in my skin or my soul or my head or anywhere. I havent felt *right* .
Through a series of events which I will share later I have managed to isolate the stone in my shoe that is making pottering through this life mildly uncomfortable.
Just think about that statement for a moment. It is big. I am not saying that I need to be a better wife/mother/christian/friend/daughter blah blah blah etc. It is more than all that.
I have certain values/ideas/dreams that I hold to and yet my daily behaviour does not match/bring me closer to the outcomes I desire.
Have you ever felt this way? I want to be more intentional about how I live. In a fun way. Not in a boring, chasing-after-the-wind way. The stuff I see in my minds-eye? I want to see it come to fruition.
I have begun a process to deal with this - it isnt going to be easy but it certainly is going to be empowering and life-changing; so worth the effort and sacrifice.
Am I making sense ? Do you have a clue as to what I am saying? :-)
Through a series of events which I will share later I have managed to isolate the stone in my shoe that is making pottering through this life mildly uncomfortable.
My behaviour/ way I spend my time does not match my core values.
Just think about that statement for a moment. It is big. I am not saying that I need to be a better wife/mother/christian/friend/daughter blah blah blah etc. It is more than all that.
I have certain values/ideas/dreams that I hold to and yet my daily behaviour does not match/bring me closer to the outcomes I desire.
Have you ever felt this way? I want to be more intentional about how I live. In a fun way. Not in a boring, chasing-after-the-wind way. The stuff I see in my minds-eye? I want to see it come to fruition.
I have begun a process to deal with this - it isnt going to be easy but it certainly is going to be empowering and life-changing; so worth the effort and sacrifice.
Am I making sense ? Do you have a clue as to what I am saying? :-)
Comments
Do you have any ideas of to how you are going to make this work?
Good on you for realising where the inner discord is coming from, not many of us, manage to realise AND try to do something about it:-)
Group challenge is getting me to think about so many things ~ I also want to live my life to the fullest...not just exist.
I started exploring myself, what I like, who I am..... So, for me it is something very different to yours I think, but I am not sorry for one milli-second!
Difficult, but worth it to make the changes.
Looking forward to journeying iwth you on this. x
I have been working it out and trying to put some stuff into practice since the beginning of this year. It is a work in progress, confusing in a way, a period of intense growth but so, so fulfilling when you eventually do get to that point.
I wish you every success with all the changes that you are going to make. It is going to be so worth it. Living authentically is everything that it is made out to be and so much more.
We should talk.
Fail often!
Let me know how you go.
Miss you!